LIFE............ LIVE INDEPENDENLY FEARLESSLY TILL END. Well it's easy to say but very difficult to follow. Life is all about hoping. Hope a beautiful thing. It is expecting the unexpected, to believe the implausible, to fly even when your feet is stuck in the dark mud of the pestilential agony and loss of worth. It is indeed one of the languages in which god at some end of this universe speaks to us in his sincere, grey and comforting tone.
To be agitated is a state which we all have so become habituated to. We believe that resilience will slowly spread its silken wings and descend on our parched souls, long lost in fits of despondency and contemplative and meticulously crafte pity.
I was spoken to today in many ways which are not only the most unusual but least expected. As fate and estiny are the instruments in the hand of invisible omnipresence,I won't delve on them much. I speak of those incidents and happenings in my life which made my faith stronger and resolve impermeable. I won't saunter into the grey zone of my belief and phases of agnosticism. I won't speak of the tones in which i was comforted and assured. That all is kind of personal. And know i am going to speak up of my messy day with the treasures and my sweet sister who is always beside me.
RYA RAY my sister, friend. She is always there in my life to lighten up my hope when i fall. I thank god for sending this idiot in my life whose support i always at every particular stage of my life, i speak of about my sister here because has today i am going through a phase of sadness which to my luck i hope so has ended now. My sister has not only uplifted me from the nooks of some creepy ailey but also fed me wit something that was both deafening and enamouring at the same point.
QUEEN i am using out this name here so that others don't get to now about my friend of this. I am sitting aimlessly and hyperventilating over how i fared in this task of keeping this friend of mine happy and whether succes is elusive here i had strong urge to say sorry to her becausemy actons and my talks had hurt her. And this was visible in the talks between 3 of us including 3rd friend of ours MOTI. It was like i was totally put aside in the conversation today and this this strange twist of fatehad happened to me because of my mistakes. I think i have a strange and fearsome compatibility with these two here. I am scared to mess with these two but i had messed up and i had to bear out the consequences.
The talk had continued for around 2 hours today and it was all about my idiotic and not to be accepted behaviour. Both of them were speaking up in rowdy tones of uncouth hoodwinks, in tones of sadness and depressions and in guffaws of laughter smirked across with their smiles but all through i was quiet because i was wrong and just i was listening.
I was asked about a lot of questions and i had answer to nly few of them. What could i say just than asking one more chance which at last was granted to me. I hope to make everything all right tommorow when i'll meet them because the things slowly seem to be on he right rack, and this is all because i had hope, hope to get evrything right......... everything happy as usual.
Thus even in our frantic search for answers, we could relate to he possibility of a perfect plate life is bound to serve as and when the time arrives and the destiny's bell is struck. I just want to tell both of my friend that i never mean to hurt someone by my actions, it's just i speak without thinking something but i treasue you both down in my heart and i would assure in every way to keep you both smiling.
I think that there is no good way to close something which has such a deep impact on you in such a short span. may be at times we know what is right and what is to be done. May be we have our paths charted out. but all that is required is a sense of reassurane to resurrect us from our own ashes. I found that flight in more than one ways today, one is strictly about this telephonic conversation with these 2 sweet friends of mine and the other is my sister RYA whom i always think of when i am in troubles and i get out of it.
I am feeling tired and i can now go o sleep hoping out that everything is right tommorow.Now i am going to end up.
To be agitated is a state which we all have so become habituated to. We believe that resilience will slowly spread its silken wings and descend on our parched souls, long lost in fits of despondency and contemplative and meticulously crafte pity.
I was spoken to today in many ways which are not only the most unusual but least expected. As fate and estiny are the instruments in the hand of invisible omnipresence,I won't delve on them much. I speak of those incidents and happenings in my life which made my faith stronger and resolve impermeable. I won't saunter into the grey zone of my belief and phases of agnosticism. I won't speak of the tones in which i was comforted and assured. That all is kind of personal. And know i am going to speak up of my messy day with the treasures and my sweet sister who is always beside me.
RYA RAY my sister, friend. She is always there in my life to lighten up my hope when i fall. I thank god for sending this idiot in my life whose support i always at every particular stage of my life, i speak of about my sister here because has today i am going through a phase of sadness which to my luck i hope so has ended now. My sister has not only uplifted me from the nooks of some creepy ailey but also fed me wit something that was both deafening and enamouring at the same point.
QUEEN i am using out this name here so that others don't get to now about my friend of this. I am sitting aimlessly and hyperventilating over how i fared in this task of keeping this friend of mine happy and whether succes is elusive here i had strong urge to say sorry to her becausemy actons and my talks had hurt her. And this was visible in the talks between 3 of us including 3rd friend of ours MOTI. It was like i was totally put aside in the conversation today and this this strange twist of fatehad happened to me because of my mistakes. I think i have a strange and fearsome compatibility with these two here. I am scared to mess with these two but i had messed up and i had to bear out the consequences.
The talk had continued for around 2 hours today and it was all about my idiotic and not to be accepted behaviour. Both of them were speaking up in rowdy tones of uncouth hoodwinks, in tones of sadness and depressions and in guffaws of laughter smirked across with their smiles but all through i was quiet because i was wrong and just i was listening.
I was asked about a lot of questions and i had answer to nly few of them. What could i say just than asking one more chance which at last was granted to me. I hope to make everything all right tommorow when i'll meet them because the things slowly seem to be on he right rack, and this is all because i had hope, hope to get evrything right......... everything happy as usual.
Thus even in our frantic search for answers, we could relate to he possibility of a perfect plate life is bound to serve as and when the time arrives and the destiny's bell is struck. I just want to tell both of my friend that i never mean to hurt someone by my actions, it's just i speak without thinking something but i treasue you both down in my heart and i would assure in every way to keep you both smiling.
I think that there is no good way to close something which has such a deep impact on you in such a short span. may be at times we know what is right and what is to be done. May be we have our paths charted out. but all that is required is a sense of reassurane to resurrect us from our own ashes. I found that flight in more than one ways today, one is strictly about this telephonic conversation with these 2 sweet friends of mine and the other is my sister RYA whom i always think of when i am in troubles and i get out of it.
I am feeling tired and i can now go o sleep hoping out that everything is right tommorow.Now i am going to end up.
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